It is sad when you are almost looking forward to surgery..

What a week. I am doing emotionally better with the idea of a hysterectomy. I am looking forward to the positives like more energy and just feeling better. I have had so many others tell me how much better they felt after theirs. I am worried about my clotting disorder though. I am only supposed to be in the hospital for one night, but after my c-section my clotting factors took a week to get controlled enough for me to get discharged. That worked out well because the babies took a week to stop losing weight so they could be discharged. However, this time it will be my first overnight away from the babies. I am really hoping only one night will work out. I have spent the last few days working out who is going to pick the kids up school, who is going to help me lift the babies, and so on and so on.

In other news, we had a couple of friends and family over for superbowl. I was just not feeling well enough to go out although I appreciate all of the invites to parties we recieved. The babies are getting so observant. After the first few touchdowns, they watched all of us hoop and hollar and throw our arms up in the air for touchdown symbols. They started throwing their arms up everytime one of us would yell. It was adorable. James got very into the game as well. He was the only one rooting for the Colts, but he held his own cheering for them. Linda could care less about the game, but loved the Puppy Chow. Today both kids stayed home from school with sore throats and now mine is starting to hurt so it has been a very tiring week. That's it for now, time for bed.