I Wonder

Jake and I watched a movie this weekend about someone who dies, but is still watching and protecting her family. Towards the end of the movie, Mina woke up and I rocked her back to sleep. As she lay sleeping in my arms, my mind began to wonder. I wonder if Mason is watching over his family? Is he amazed at his little brother and how much he looks like him? Is he touched when his big brother draws a picture of his family and there is Mason sitting on a cloud in the picture? Does he laugh when his big sister tells me Mason would like a pink flower on his headstone? Does he look at his little sister and be stunned by how beautiful a little girl she is? And finally, does he look down at his mom and dad and know how much we love and miss him? I really like to hope so. I still have the joy of knowing we will be reunited again, but until that day I will always be wondering.